A short poem about the confused emotions of a relationship |
'CONFUSION NOW, MORE THAN EVER. CONFUSED? I AM, ARE WE TOGETHER? DO YOU KNOW? DO YOU REALLY? OR DO YOU JUST BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT TO BELIEVE? DO I CONFUSE YOU? I AM SURE I DO! OR ARE YOU JUST AS CONFUSED AS I AM OR MAYBE THIS CONFUSION IS A PART OF YOUR PLAN! TO CAUSE FOR ME A DISTRACTION. SO NOT TO SEE THE REACTION, OF ALL THIS INDESCREPANCY. FINALLY, ONE DAY ALL THIS WILL END. BY FAULT, BY FATE, OR JUST BY PRETEND. THEN AS IT DOES SO SHALL WE I WILL KNOW WHAT EXACTLY YOU ARE TO ME A FRIEND, A FOE, OR MAYBE YOUV'E BEEN JUST A MISSING PART OF ME, FROM WITHIN. I BROUGHT OUT OR MADE IT ALL UP. NEVER THE LESS, I'M READY TO KNOW. IF YOU SHOULD STAY OR SHOULD YOU GO. BUT STILL I AM CONFUSED, IF YOU DO GO, SHOULD I MISS YOU? AND IF YOU DON'T GO AND YOU SHOULD STAY. WILL I HANG AROUND YOU IN THIS PLACE? MAYBE, I AM THE ONE TO CONTEMPLATE THE COMINGS AND GOINGS I NEED TO FACE. I AM THE ONE TO DECIDE ON MY OWN FATE. WHOEVER YOU ARE TO ME, REAL OR FAKE. YOU HAVE BEEN A PART OF ME, A PART OF MY DESTINY EVEN IF YOUR PART OF ME WAS ONLY IN MY MIND. YOUR JOB IS DONE NOW AND DONE SO WELL AND SO FINE. BY LEAVING THIS PART OF ME AND MY LIFE BEHIND MY LIFE WILL BE WHAT I NEVER REALIZED LIFE SHOULD BE AND WHY. WHY DO I WANT BETTER AND MORE? SIMPLY BECAUSE I'VE TIRED OF BEING NOTHING MORE THAN JUST YOUR WHORE! |