"never again

I'm so naive when it comes to you,
I'm so weak when it comes to your words.
I honestly cared about you,
when I thought I was too young to care for anyone.
I can't believe I actually thought,
you cared for me too.
Now I sit back terrified, thinking I'm destined
to an eternity of lonelines.
Circumstances were hard I truly understand,
but your guilt and confusion slapped me in my face,
and pierced my heart until I could no longer find my breath.
Was this truly necessary? What went throught your mind?
All that crossed my mind was what did I say?
What did I do that was so wrong?
I thought my world ended, all over you.
How stupid of me.
I now will build my wall so tall and thick, that no one
shall ever reach me.
I will never let my guard down, and crumble at their feet.
I will never be made a fool for love or lust, whatever it was.
I will never fall so fast to where I can't pick myself back up.
Like I did with you.
NEVER AGAIN!