All I Ask.

All I ask

It doesn’t mean anything,
Nothing does,
I’m in a daze,
And nothing makes sense,
I don’t know up from down,
I’m in a place that doesn’t exist,
A place that shouldn’t be,
A place that isn’t real,
I want to leave,
To run screaming to safety,
I want something real,
Someone real,
I’m trapped in a box I can’t get out off,
I’m stuck here,
Lonely and crying out for help,
I want the beautiful messed up promises,
The ones that mean nothing,
And at the same time everything,
I was to feel sure of myself,
Of the people and the place,
I don’t want to cry any more,
The tears stain my soul,
The more I cry,
The less I am,
All I want is to feel safe,
All I want is to feel at home,
Let me go,
Let me leave,