All the Pain You've Given Me

You took from me my virginity
You took away my sanity
You came to me to please yourself, end of story, nothing else
You took away my love for life and that is why I used a knife so I would cut to watch me bleed
While you were so badly in need to take away my own body
I'd give and give
You'd take and take
While forcing me to give you the love I didn't want to make
I was young but you were and still are very grown
Look at me now
I'm still hurting inside
Remember when I used to runaway and hide
When the sight of your face would hurt my eyes
When the touch of your body would burn my skin
I can't love anyone
I can't trust anyone
And to tell you the truth I will always and forever blame it on you
Eyes always closed
Legs opened wide
TIme after time I would always break down and cry
I'm glad I brought you so much joy
Happy to be your reusable toy
But after all these years it's over now
And I'm relieved you can't touch me now
And every night when you go to sleep
I hope you remember all the pain you've given me
and finally realize how sick you really are
Maybe then you'll figure out why I have so many scars

***If you or anyone you know is ever in a situation like this, there's always a way out, and you're not alone. Unfortunately things like this happen way too often.
I waited 8 years to do anything about my abuser, I only hope you or someone else will make a better choice for yourself. If you're ready to take that step and make a change,Call the Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network
TOLL FREE 1-800-656-HOPE, or go to sexualabuse.com***