My hate inside

*Another piece that has never seen the light of day properly up to this point. The issues I had at that time are no longer present in my life but I felt that showing all facets of myself is important so that people can understand that I have nothing to hide, and also that I have come to terms with myself, that I have healed. I also used to listen to Korn at this time, I started listening to it. This influence is probably what brought it to life as I can imagine the music and feel the growl of the voice as it pounds this out. It reflects my feelings of the time, anyway.*

My hate inside:

[Verse 1]

Have you seen me lately?
How do I seem to you?
Outside I hide the truth,
The lies,
My hate inside.

[Chorus]

The world has closed its door
To me, I have been
Locked out, forever
Cold.
Scared.
Alone.

[Verse 2]

I don’t know why
I don’t see how
The fear resides in me
The hate allowed out. Free.

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

My hate burns
The people I see
hate me
I hate them
Hating me
Can’t they see
What it does to me?

[Chorus]

[Verse 4]

God I want out
‘Else help them see
How this fucks me
Up.
How it wears me
Down.
Help me put this anger out.

Put it
(Put it out)

Put it out
(Put it out)

Put. It. Out.