Who would of known I’d come out this way, All the love I was shown But I still hurt everyday; I didn’t know who I was Or who I was supposed to be, All I knew, is that I had enough Of it being just only me; I had to get away So I went to job corps, to find who I really was, Man I searched everyday But I still stood in the same exact place; So I ended up back at home As confused as I was before, But I had no where else to run So I would just get drunk and let my tears pour; About myself I didn’t care I guess that’s why I ended up in jail, that’s where I confronted my fears To stand up from when I fell; But when I look at myself now I like what I see, No more putting up a show To be what you want me to be; I am who I am That’s how its always going to be, No more living in shame Cause that’s what you want to see; Your not going to bring me down Just cause that’s where you stay, Its not my fault you let yourself drown That’s why you were hurting me everyday; UNTIL NOW You will never do it to me again I’m tired of your shit, No more walking with you in the rain Cause now I know you didn’t care about me a bit; You were there, but I still walked alone You listened, only so you could use it against me; I thought love is what was being shown Damn this whole time I was confiding in my enemy!; After all the pain I felt and seen And crying so many tears, I finally learned my lesson After all these years; Thank You Cause NOW I am who I always wanted to be |