Haunted

Darkness seems to reign around,
Can't shake these confusions and sounds.
Haunting my dreams and robbing my light,
Making it so much harder not weep in fright.

Wondering if they thoughts will ever go away,
As they destroy my mind, its starting to fray.
Sanity is a word I barely understand now,
Once was set and now my life seems so foul.

Where there was once happiness and cheer,
Is now only filled with dread and fear.
No matter who's around, feeling alone is there,
Just makes me want to rip out my hair.

Shaking these thought, i've tried, only ending in vein,
Every night i put myself through so much pain.
I just wish one night i wouldn't wake up in shivers,
As I look around and see nothing, only makes me quiver

These memories are just to strong to beat,
It seems like such an impossible feat.
Why won't they just leave me alone,
One night of peace, is all I ever moan.

My redemption will come sooner or later,
But the dmage already seems like a never ending crater.
No matter how long I climb, the is end seems nay
Holding a grudge against onself, forever it plays

Like a broken record in my mind,
Telling me my wrongs, and finds.
Everything i screwed up in my life
Never forgetting all the strife.

Always having trouble trying to sleep,
Especially when I uncontrollably weep.
I just want my golden ray of light,
To keep giving me the will to fight.