Friendship

Sometimes you find that one person that
makes you happy and smille and laugh and
when you lose them it hurts. But when you get
them back it feels pretty good. We all stab people
in the back and some times we betrade them as well.
I've learned the hard way like way to many times. This
year i've had an on and off friendship with this kid. We're
kinda talking now but not as much as we used to. But i anit
gonna complan or anything cause now he's answering my
phone calls. This is something my friend told me first time
it's a misteak second time it's a fuck up and i find that
to be very true. He's aways had good addvice and always
made me laugh even on my darkest day's. It's nice to know
that you have someone to talk to at night or have someone to
talk to when you feel like your hole world is coming down around
you. The thing with friendship is that you both need to be there for
eachother and there has to be a good amount of trust there to.
Cause if you don't trust some one your not really gonna want to
tell them somethings or your not gonna trust them with secreats
eather. Some times friends lose that trust they have in you and
thats some times what makes them not want to be there friends
any more. Once you lose that trust it's real hard to get it back.
If you look back on your friendship now and again and see how
things used to be like and then you take a few seconds to look
at what it's like now most of you will see canges example like say
you used to know every and anything that was going on with that
person and you used to chill with them like all the time and then
you go agenst your word or you lie about something and then
just like that there gone and you anit chillin with them any more
and there not talking to you or anything and when that happens
it feels werrid cause your so used to how things used to be.
In simpler tearms it's not easy to lose someting and try to
get it back.