Thats Your Lesson Learnt

Thats Your Lesson Learnt

cant describe this feeling
its taking over me
a party on the outside
but a graveyard lays within

the music i sing is happy
but its not my feelings true
i wish to hide, to cry, to die
than to be tortured now by you

you say i love you
as do i
but do u mean it?
it must be a lie

i feel you've told too many lies
but smiled anyway
i cry myself to sleep at night
because of your selfish ways

so know i was hurt
know i was burnt
and know that because of your lesson
ive learnt

i cannot trust myself to trust
i cannot allow myself to love
i am broken on the outside
yet outside i am strong
those people think im happy

but now you know they're wrong.

By Vici Island xox