My Childhood Bestfriend

What fool am I to keep on searching
Of a friend I'll consider best?
When the answer's not
In the rays of tomorrow
Nor in today it rests.
Just then my world alters,
As fate willed it all
That I travel to a distant place
And there I met a soul,
A soul my heart did recall.
This soul was the one
Whom I cared for and cared for me;
Whom I loved and had loved me;
Whom I missed and had missed me,
Eight years ago.
But in fate's command,
She left me without a word.
That was the deepest stab she had done,
With pains my heart cannot afford.
But today I can feel,
She's still the friend I've known;
Giving me same love and care,
My heartbreak she had sewn.
And alas!
What fool am I to keep on searching
Of a friend I'll consider best?
When the answer lies beyond
In the shadows of my past.
I gazed in her eyes and I have found
The friend I've been looking for,
Who made me laugh when I was torn;
Whom I never had a war;
Who never broke my heart;
Whose love and care for me,
Remained untouched by time.
What fool am I to keep on searching
Of a friend I'll consider best?
When all I have to do is to look
Back at the tresures of my past.
What fool am I to forget
The reason why I searched?
'Twas because of a loss in my past
Of a friend, whom I thought would last.
But now that our paths met again,
I can die content with my childhood bestfriend.