My Heart

Like a force, a power an unexplainable energy.
I find myself drawn to you and your soul is pulled towards me.
I need your attention; I can’t function without your affection.
It’s like you crept into my thoughts just like an infection.
A disease with no hope of ever finding a cure.
You’re the only thought left in my head that remains pure.
I wonder the streets waiting for our next encounter.
I’ve said out loud a million times “I can’t go on without her.”
You took over my senses like a overpowering calming of the nerves.
I’ve never been so affected by someone who threw me so many curves.
For once my opinion isn’t blinded by lust.
I’ve come to the inevitable conclusion being with you is a concrete must.
I want you to dissect my being, make me who I can be.
I really need your help with accepting and dealing with me.
Life used to be like a fairy tale, perfect in every detail.
I can still remember hearing your voice and having my heart sail.
I used to see your face in my head while dreaming.
Now I’m lost without you in my life, I’m ripping apart at the seams.
If I was granted three wishes from a lamp I found.
Wish number one would be for you to be homeward bound.
Wish number two would be your hand in mine throughout this life.
I’m not saying you should marry me, just that id be honored to call you my wife.
Now the third wish that I hoped lasted for the rest of forever.
Is to have a eternal bond with you that not a damn thing could sever.
What might be, what if, what could possibly be.
Those are all words throw together I never want you to hear from me.