I'm Sorry

I tried my best to brighten up your day
I was a friend and then more to you
You treated me with good intentions
As I did so for you in return
You told me you'd do anything for me
Truth is, since I had such strong feelings
I would've done anything for you

Why did you have to be so nice?
Why did you make me smile?
Why did you tell me words
That I wanted to hear
Wanted them to be true
Why did you make me fall so fast for you?

I haven't spoken a word to you
Since my short lived happiness turned hurt
Occured when you stepped beside me for a brief moment
Then turned back
You kept on walking away from me
As I laid on the ground
Struggling to get back up
I don't care if it sounds dramatic

Since most likely you'll never speak to me
It's too late now for me to tell you how I feel
I just can't, I couldn't
It's not even worth it
You're not worthy enough for me
I used to tell myself
I wasn't worthy enough for you

As much as I'd hate to, and don't need to
Here are my words, my apologies...
I'm sorry I didn't seem good enough for you
Though I was for awhile, most likely untrue
I'm sorry I ever wasted my time on you
I'm sorry if I did put you under a spell
I'm sorry if you didn't get your way
I'm sorry I supposedly made you happy
I'm sorry I let you in
I'm sorry I cried over you
I'm sorry I thought so much of you
I'm sorry it took me awhile to unthink of you
I'm sorry you're immature

Enough of my apologies...
I really have no need to apologize
I'm waiting for an "I'm sorry"
to come from you
Though those words will never leave your lips
That I've kissed a few times
Oh...I'm sorry for those kisses too
I'm no longer sorry for myself liking you.