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Written after my mom nearly died. Few gaps cause I'm not sure how to finish it |
The call of Death was soon upon us, calling louder and louder, more intense with each passing moment. Holding her cold, clammy hand, watching the life fade from her eyes - Her voice sounding fainter, as Death called louder. I was knocking on Death's door, yet praying - With all my heart, mind and strength, with all the power I possessed - That he was busy, or not home. That Death would not open his door unto me. I thought I could hear Death approaching - his feet pounding, coming closer and closer - Only to realize it was the rapid beating of my own heart. The final sounds of sirens came as a song of relief, plucked upon the strings of my heart; A beautiful melody. I never felt more love, appreciation and passion, for my mother as I did then. Watching the ambulance tak her away - The sirens now singing a different tune, a song of panic - feeling empty, lonely and helpless. Putting all my trust in God. Pacing around the house, I remembered, like a blow to the head, the dream that came to me that morning. . . A cold, but brightly lit room - A morgue. On a table was a pair of feet, protruding from under a neat, white sheet. Somehow I knew it was my mom, lying 'neath the cloth. A group of men, in neatly pressed white coats, surveying each other with wonder. I heard my own voice in the distance as I asked, "Well, if it wasn't cancer that killed her, what was it?". My heart skipped a beat as I began to wonder if she was going to live, another flood of panic. After all, it wouldn't be the first time my dreams had become reality. |