Confused all over again

"I Love You Baby" is his favorite phrase. You know you was my baby is what he use to say.The main word I'm looking at now is "Was" and I just wanna know what are we now. You know now that I've moved on with my life without you in it. I miss you. You were more then a lover you was also my bestfriend. I thought we had something that would last forever but I guess I was wrong again just like I was wrong about you loving me. I miss you alot. I think of you all the time. Those moments we shared togther. You remember those nights in your mothers car or whoever car you could get your hands on just to come see me. We would sit in the parking alot and just talk and laugh I miss those days. I would never change a moment in time with you because every moment was so special to me. Believe it are not but I'll always love you. Writing about it even makes my heart skip a beat just like the first time I gave you my number lol. You were my everything but yet we were nothing but friends. Sometimes i wanna call you just to see what you're doing or if your in town but, I don't because I'm scared of the hold you have on me and you know how I feel about you. I just wish we could still be friends because I miss what we had and I miss u. I don't want to be your lover because I already have one but i just wanted to know if we could be friends. I know things between us will never be the same because we both have changed and grown into our own person. I just need someone to talk to and that person would be you because you're the only person I trust. I just wanna know why last time we spoke u did me like that I guest I'm confused all over again... Luv you always and forever Gee Wolfe