Give Up

You sit right beside me,
Yet you're so far away.
So much on my mind,
But there's nothing to say.
So much I want to tell you,
And I know that you'll listen,
But silence dominates,
And the tears fall again.
Everything hurts so much,
Pain seems to control my life,
It shouldn't be this way,
But life is a constant strife.
My body wants to crash,
My heart wants to give in,
I don't want to try anymore,
But yet I find no reason.
I want to give up,
Foreverything to go away,
But that just won't happen,
Despite my desires today.