The pain within

Red petals fall so sound
But in my heart I’m falling down
spilling my soul to the endless sky
crying out but I don't know why
Yet un heard I go
As unheard as the worlds flow
holing on to the hell inside
swinging by a whim
Just a glitter of silent hope
begging to creep in
So there it is inside of me
Curling it's fangs and claws
cutting my soul in half with out a moments pause
so let my heart find rest and peace
And some how find away
to beat this beast inside my heart and make it go away
let this wall crumble and fall
The other just as well
So I can find my prince
And a due farewell
So let me be strong an concur myself
before I take on the obstacle of someone else
Let me reach the light and soon succeed it what is I believe to be me
And if I can't give me strenght to live a life I tend to hate
And learn to live with this hearts debate