This is about my mother's family and their struggle w/my grandfathers death. |
The house eaters. 1. My grapefruit tanned toothpicks, that I call legs, bow above the five-day flattened spot in his olive shag carpet tracing grandpa Leo's blueprint, with one encapsulated toe- this is the femur, this is the head, this is the fist, the ring finger, the soul. My eyes search in macabre circles for any sudden movement from the white quivering slivers of Cousin Caroline's purported fly fetuses. 2. In the dining room, huddling behind the corpse of an old hospital bed, a framed photo smoke browned and wearing my toddler face, watches blankly as his children choke hushed, broken sentences this will be yours, my plate, seperate the holiday china... 3. I am left the ceramic cygnet, and an ivory carved dromedary. These artifacts plucked from his porcelain menagerie that I decipher through dust fingerprints for one small inheritance of a memory. 4. Tomorrow, Aunt Rose puts price to his bibelots, the olive shag carpet, even cousin Amy's plastic horse, who was accidentally left to pasture on an afghan. A silver guilded glass cage image of her past, she says she will whittle all of him, from the wooden house bones. |