"when my star screams"

It will fall with the heaviest heart,
lost and tortured from the start,

crashed into the ocean's, sweetest,
deepest, darkest secrets,

left drifting in the sands of time,
that shake~n~stir the hourglass,
haunting the back of my mind,

in that same dream,
that my twisted thoughts,
and best kept tears,turn into words
that spear out from this pen,

that wants no claim to fame,
and remains my only friend in vain,

it takes me to a relaxed sin,
that ive casually taught to swim,

meanwhile,
my true'st skin,
is scribbled across my mask,
as the light from those symbols,
begin to tremble as they slide down a thimble,

as freshly squeezed from a summer's dream,
follows an ash swept left of a phoenix's wing,

that will bring a light so bright,
the sun will run for it's life into the night,
turns out the rain forest was right,
its better to bask in the soft forgiving moonlight,

but an angelic image cry's,
it signals the time to fight,

for nightshade has a cosmic effect,
on every so called innocent regret,

which in turn is nothing more,
than getting caught in a web woven by fate,
to leave me empty handed, begging, and pleading,
to get through the last gate to escape,

just so i can write you one more line that breaks,
now let me peel back your skin,
so these last few words can sink in,

as our minds watch the storm on the horizon bloom,
as this single bolt of feeling takes shape,
shocking you to the core,

with your last breath that says"please tell me more"
finally there is a light at the end of this tunnel,
its a train roaring down the tunnel,

that will strike you so hard your,
soul will soar in brilliant skie's,
but with carful stealth,
followed by that same stars perfect imperfection of self,

glowing ember's are all that falls back down to line the streets,
so perhaps now you have some understanding of what it means,
............"when my star screams"............