Misery

So many emotions in my head
So many are misery
I know its easy to get rid of this pain
But I can't
What keeps me like this
In this tormented life
That makes me want to die
I know its easy to get rid of the cause of the pain
I know who and what is causing this pain
In both heart and mind
But how can I get rid of this misery
That makes me want to cry every second
Why do I have so much misery in my life!