Unaware Of Reality

I want to cry.
I want to grieve.
I want to die.
All this sorrow
All this pain,
I have endured day after day.
Is there no end?
Is there no relief?

I’m high as the sky,
Unaware of reality.
I feel invincible.
It’s a wonderful life
I can’t sit still,
I’m so excited
About what, you ask?
Everything, everything
I’m in the zone,
No one can touch me.
They’ll have to wait,
until I come back around.