I Am Unworthy

What is going on with my heart?
I hear God speaking
And I know that He is leading
But where I can’t see
I know all I can do is believe

But in the meantime
I still have to live
Sometimes life is lonely
And when you find something you want
So badly
It makes everything so hard

To listen and wait
To what the Master has planed
Sometimes I just want to be me
Sometimes I just want to feel free

But I know from the past
That His plan is best
If I don’t listen
Real misery will be my price

How can I be so confused?
I have followed and listened
And tried not to question
I am where I am meant to be

I don’t understand why
But I have a strong desire
Yet I know I am unworthy

True love
Here on Earth
Bound in faith
Not like the others
Yet more than I have ever dreamed
Could it be
Is this part of the plan

The reason why the storms came
So violent
At least for me

Is this why I am here?
Brought so very far
But then I know not to question
For the answers I will one day reap
And all of my life will be complete.