This is a poem about who I am and what everyone else judges me by |
I'm not as bitter as some wish I was I'm less of a cynic now just because I'm making a change from my head to my toes I'm sick of people telling me how my story goes So let me paint you a picture of the girl that is me Not the girl everyone else wants me to be I'm just a white girl, born and raise Workin' not playin' most of these days People don't really think that i'm mean but really I'm not half as nice as i seem I'll never be skinny or todays standard of 'hot' but I'm ok with people thinking I'm not someone once called me a four out of ten It doesn't hurt now and it didn't hurt then I know what I want to do with my life But I've had my fair share of toils and strife Lies and addiction hide in my past abandoned with hopes which faded fast yet I don't hold it agaisnt them, i love them the same Its just the bond of the family name People don't like me and call me mean things but being a 'backstabbing bitch' isn't as bad as it seems I've divded my friends, the real from the fake looking back now I call many a "mistake" Yet I am happier then most people I know Mostly I'm laid back and go with the flow So don't judge me on what people say I'm just this girl day after day |