I Love You, I Hate You

I loved him once but not anymore,
I am so glad I walked out the door...
On a heartless bastard for whom deserves to die,
But though I feel this way I love him and don't know why.
For, once I thought I could forgive...
What he said and what he did.
But once I heard those words of hate,
I never thought I would ever say...
"I hate you. I hate you." With tears of pain,
Running down my cheeks and falling like rain.

I love you, I hate you. I'm so confused,
On whether I should forgive or forget you.
I love you so much but I don't want to...
Fall back again and replay what I've been through.
I hate you so much for making me cry,
Those words of truth turned out to be lies.

I love you, I hate you; remenisce on the good,
I want to get back with you but I don't know if I should.
Should I take a chance of you hurting me once again?...
Cause I surely don't want to go where my heart has already been.
Or should I forget you and go on with my life?
To forget the love we had and silence my cries.

I love you so much and I miss you dearly,
But I don't want for you to hurt me.
I love you, I hate you. Just tell me why,
You pushed my love away and had let it die.