Undying Love

I miss you baby. I sit here reminiscing about us. Remember when I use to lay you on your stomach and rub you down. How soft your skin was. Why can’t we go back to the way things were? Your scent still haunts me in some of my shirts you use to wear. I lay in bed at night, with you on my mind. I roll over hoping that you will be lying next to me. Instead there is an empty spot where you use to lay. Why did you have to leave me the way that you did? It all seemed like a bad dream. I find myself telling myself, all of this didn’t happen. When you left, you left me with a void. I’m only half the man I was. I find my imagination running off with me at times. My mind plays tricks on me. I swear I seen you walking around downtown. I pray every night that you will come walking back through that door. I wish that the night you was coming from your girl’s house had never happened. You were on your way to me. I wish that drunk driver wasn’t out that night in our neck of the woods. Then you’d still be here with me. You said, “Baby, I’ll be home in a little while”. I waited for you to come home that night, but that door never opened for me, nor will it ever open for me again. If only I could had at least said goodbye to you.