My soul

I knew a woman once, a queen, who would do anything to save us, even things that she didn’t like
In my eyes she was beautiful, the best in this world,

I don’t know what has happened to that beautiful woman
I lost her, or she has been lost from my life,
I don't know what she wants from her life anymore
I don't know where her soul is, I just know she is not with me anymore.
She is far away....
I need her now; we need her now more than any other time....
She was my soul of life, she was my encouragement...
She was the one when I would look at her, when I would talk to her, I would forget my pain...
NOW she IS the pain, now when I look at her and talk to her, my heart aches....
For her uneasiness with me... with us...
For her lack of passion...
For her indifference...
Help me God... I need her back....
I need her back to my arms... or better me into her arms...
Help me God