Confusion

Confusion sets in
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to say
So scared I can't catch my breath
So scared I can't even speak
What does he want
Why won't he say
Was it something I said
Or was it something I did
I keep thinking back I and I don't think I did
Maybe I'm wrong maybe I did
So many questions with no answers
So many touches with no feeling
Just a dark veil over my mind; beginning to form on my heart
A feeling of numbness comes over me as I start to shut down
Don't want the pain that will shear through my chest
Don't want to hear the screams in my head
What does he want he want
Why won't he say
Asking for answers by get none
Asking for time but there is so little left
Just a little more time to get my feelings known but now there seems to be none
Just want to be happen is that so wrong
Confusion sets in and I am not sure.