Paranoia

You've been out of my sight
and off of my lips
but still in my head like the darkest secrets
you're too afraid to tell
The epitome of enemy
Your venom is still inside of me
and the bite is proof I lived through you.

I don't know where it'll come from
but someday you're gonna come and finish the job
Call it paranoia but I truly believe
So I'll be here with a knife in one hand
A bible in the other to send you to heaven
Call it Paranoia but I truly believe
you'll be coming back for me

The subjects getting old but the shoe still fits
I've got a bad habit of holding stupid grudges
but it keeps me warm at night
So I'll hold it close with no regrets
Happy, warm and lonely fast asleep in my bed
with one eye open just for you

If it feels like doom then its gotta be you
hanging like a rain cloud
dragging my mood to places
it never would have gone till I met you
Didn't know, didn't care what it meant to be
the victim of such a tragedy
But when I met you
I swear I felt a bullet tear into the back of my head
I swear I felt a bullet tear into the back of my head
I can't find the casing or the weapon or the wound
I think I know why I'm afraid
This paranoia's killing me