Missing You

it's quite funny how sometimes i can feel lonely
even if i'm not alone,
how i laugh so hard
when i really feel like not laughing,
how i smile about everything
when all i need is to is to hear a voice,
how i seem brave to the world
when i'm feeling vulnerable,
how i pretend enjoy other's company
when it's you i want to be with,
and how i hate missing you
when you're very much far away from me...