Its about where my eyes should be focused. It's unfinished, so bits are out of order |
i sit, waiting. Wondering? Of course but it's not ready, i hide my eyes, stare through my tears at the ground i can't look my life is not based upon it it's nothing to be mesmerised by. i can push past this, deny this desire for a season. i've got bigger plans, bigger dreams he's got them: Jesus you are the one i should be looking at, falling in love with, not some foolish daydream. i yearn to be wrapped up in your world. Take this pain out of my hands, let me give it over to you, take it i don't no what to do with it i can't plan i can't dream without you being my inspiration Jesus it's u, it's all for u what you have done and will do in me no one else can you have plans and a purpose for me my cry is to be more than this, Jesus i want more than mediocracy. pull me out of this pit of dead emotions, draw me closer, love me that's all i need your love that covers any sin Your love that nailed you to that cross. let my eyes glimpse your holiness Jesus. i feel your touch and hear your gentle whisper: "Beautiful" I now know your tenderness, your gentleness stills a beating heart. Shame on me for allowing my flesh to crave more than You. For my thoughts being distracted. |