Who Am I

I don't know me
Who I am
Or who I want to be
Where I'm going
Or have gone
Is a mystery
I don't feel in control
Of my own Destiny
I weep for myself inside
But smile for others outwardly
A puppet to my peers
I hope not
But I fear thats what I'm becoming
I need to take control
But how
Just yet
I do not know
Should I do what makes me happy
Or whats socially acceptable
I know I can't go on
As this empty shell
Just going through the motions
Living like this is hell
I have to move on
And figure my life out
Before its too late