Beyond the Red Wall

I feel used
My insides red and raw
You took what I did not want to give
You stole away my secrets
My own
You invaded my head
Broke down my wall and destroyed my santuary
In time I would have given what you took
Drowning in a pool of tears
made deaf by the screaming in my head
I scream into black silence
YOU FUCKED AWAY MY LIFE
YOU FUCKED AWAY MY INNOCENCE
Iam tainted
Stained by the burn
Your filthy hands left on my body
You are nothing
I wont let you have anymore of me
Not my reason or my sanity
I stand against the sneers of society
Who look at me like the know me
As if they know more than I
I will repel them
Let them think they know
My dreams are filled less and less
Of you
Now Iam no longer afraid
I see you for who you really are
I ripped away your mask
and put a mirror in front of you
I triumph as your face distorts itself
and disgust is seen in your own eyes
Soon the world will see you as you
really are
I will crow at your struggles
and laugh as you fade away
An outcast, a pariah a social fugitive
Ahhh whos in control now?