You Didn't Care

Why did you always hate me?
Why were you never there?
Why were you always acting
Like you wouldn't ever care?
Nothing can help me
Drenched in sorrow and depression,
My sodden soul shall never be free
NOT THAT YOU EVER CARED
All you did was make it worse
And now, real happiness is always and forever rare
All the broken promises,
The anger,
And the lies
All the things you did to me
Only helped my soul to die
You took my horses, my music, my books,
My life
You helped me get here,
My throat pressed to a knife
I still remembered with that painful, lovely, bloody slash,
When my body hit the floor with a shuddersome crash,
I still remembered as my soul met air,
I still remembered
You Didn't Care.