A chosen Betrayal

I just want to cry for you
Or carry up your burden
I want to know your feelings
But I fear I could not bear them

How did you do the things you did
Despite the ugly reaction?
How did you carry out His will
How did you face the faction?

I don't think Evil had your heart
But I do think that it tried
Because your guilt had overcome
You filled his lustful pride

You could not carry such a burden
Why did He then ask?
Did you wish, if for one second
That He'd take it back?

I wonder if your suffering
Your pain, your strife, your grief
Was worth it in the end so near
Were you named a king?

My heart will feel no ease
Until I know it's true
That when I see Heaven
I will see you too