Nothing remains

I lost him completely,
losing the hope of being with him
to the wildness of beauty
where my sight weakens more
to view the cheers of people having him.
i knew i couldnt deal
so i let it pass by me
hopin for time to best heal
n watering all my failed dreams
all now are the tears that pour
devoting birth to the dead rose.
things changed, like seasons do,
from spring to fall
knowing that we were through
ma face hit by rain and squall
turning all green to blue
still none can guess a clue
that beneath the oblivious sky
there are people reaching for desires
not knowing that time has passed
and the luck has changed sides
leaving you with nothing;
nothing, absolutely nothing...