ShesAWeekendDisaster, ThankGodItsMonday

there's no where left to go
all the places have been taken
and all of the words have been said
i won't walk around this way
there's only so much to give after the letdown
i'm just saying it to remind myself
there's only so much

i want a chance to break the cycle
and if it's worth it then it's golden
but if it's not i'll take the sidewalk
where no one ever questions

and i don't want to look at you
knowing you're seeing me this way
my own defense, well it's pretty weak
it wasn't me, it's not like me
i only walk around this way
hurting just as much as i thought i could pretend it didn't
well we can only tell ourselves so much

i want a chance to break the cycle
and if it's worth it then it's golden
but if it's not i'll take the sidewalk
where no one ever questions

i never said that it would be this way, i never meant this
does it mean anything, just like nothing does
and here i am with something in my heart
does it mean anything... just like something would.