Loneliness of thought

I am alone in sea of human thought
A raging, mindless struggle of an idiot
Creating ripples in the puddle of naïve belief
In love that should have spared me with grief
But sorrow rages in the weakened heart
A shapeless cloud hanging over me, so dark
Foreboding wisdom of the naked soul
That lurks in me, but cannot find its home
I am alone, but loneliness I greet
With smile of my bared, sharpened teeth
And opened arms to welcome my demise
In spite of rationale that I despise
I claw at dirt as I can’t reach the sky
The stars, clichés, they pierce my eyes
I am alone, so I can ponder universe
And senseless row of words called verse
A sequence of fake feelings washed away
To the, Admirer, my only prey
Eyes shut and fingers crossed, I’m lost
The emptiness of failure is my host
And darkness welcomes me in to abyss
Where dead and living states I’ll miss
Quick frown, laughter snatched by wind
Tomorrow yesterday I’ve seen
Today the past will take what’s called
For loneliness has seized my thoughts
For you have stopped your warm embrace
My brain, though lives, has died with grace
My heart, though beats, has stopped
In mindless struggle of an idiot
I drown in the endless sea
And no one’s there to help as I can see…