Rejected

Rejected.
Hit in the face ,
With a big slap of,
Reality.

You can’t:
Lose and Win.
You can’t:
Love and hate.

Taking it back.
Is just as bad as,
Losing.

Yelling.
So high you can barely hear.
Wanting rejection,
But being afraid.

Running away won’t help you now.
Stop and face the truth.
Maybe I still love you,
I know we can’t be threw.

Spiraling out of control.
Waiting for you to catch me,
Wanting you to want me.

Our love was supposed to be,
Forever.
Eternally ours alone,
But Falling now.

Losing friends,
Making enemies.
All the same,
It feels like.

Crashed and burned,
I did it.
I’m sorry.

Watching myself bleed,
For you I’m red.
Losing you I dread.
But I did.