Forever starts now

As I sit here I wonder,
How my life has passed me by,
All the memories are fading fast,
Of all the things in the past,
But one memory will never fade,
It's the one that you and I have made,
Your smile,
Your laugh,
Your whispers in my ear,
Make me wish that you were here,
I can feel the pain of losing you,
But my hearts getting too weak,
It's getting too hard to speak,
When I reach the peak,
Things wont seem so bleak,
I loved you more than words can explain,
But even that doesn't stop the pain,
Now all I feel is pain,
Our love was never in vain,
My hearts stopping now,
Just try to believe me somehow....
Cause forever starts now.