Painful Depts

Running through this pouring rain.
Screaming in pain at every drop.
Wondering at this evil stain.
Fighting my hardest to be at the top.

Where were you during all of this?
Did you think I could survive on my own?
As I coughed, choked, and balled my fists.
I felt as if I was reaping the things I've sown.

Don't help now, no, I'll pull myself higher.
I showed you all up, you thought I would fall.
You've kindled my anger so now reap the fire.
I've found the power to breakdown the wall.
That entrapped me so tightly I could not hear my call.