Church

Voices ringing in my head, pain and screams harmonize with the voices, making the pain that much more apparent and strong.
She hears nothing.
She sees colors of happiness and joy that make her vomit.
The fakeness of it all gags her reality and suffocates her common sense. She is drenched in the falseness of pleads for her to come back to the arms of Jesus and give her heart to him.
But she walks away with the power to choose what happens in her life.
She feels no joy,
feels no pain and has let go of her emotions.
Now she is whole.