Feelings of being alone. (past poem) |
The ones I’ve called my friends so long Have ceased to speak to me… But why? I feel this loneliness enveloping me Wandering, trying to find the way Where am I? I cry out to the sky Hoping that you will hear me Hoping that you will find me And save me from this loneliness For I feel utterly alone… These days are filled with tears and smiles As I walk the hallways, watching you move on Will I also find a new life? Or will I stay here…alone forever. I see you smiling, enjoying your new life As I watch you…I wonder, ‘Am I a part of this new life you have found?’ Though, I can never seem to find that answer Won’t you let me know? I cry out to the sky Hoping that you will hear me Hoping that you will find me And save me from this loneliness For I feel utterly alone… I feel the wind blowing against me As I run, hoping to escape this darkness But I can never seem to find that light For the loneliness always catches up to me No matter how much I may run These days are filled with tears and smiles As I walk the hallways, watching you move on Will I also find a new life? Or will I stay here…alone forever. For now, though I will try my best to be strong And walk forward Facing everything this path has in store for me Smiling along the way Even if I am meant to be alone in this world. |