“...confusion runs deep...”

“...confusion runs deep...”

I fucking hate this world that you’ve created,
In my mind that you’ve instated,
Where the words that I once knew to be my own,
This life wasn't yours to condone.
Twice now the pain has crashed,
Twice now the world has lashed.
To only put it in the past,
To forget about what wouldn't last.
I’ll keep looking for something to fill,
To fill the void of what you kill.
You left me dry and helpless,
Weak and selfless.
I hate the world that you created,
In my mind that you instated.
Where the words that I once knew to be my own,
This life wasn't yours to condone.
You sucked the breath from my lungs,
In the way of our forgotten tongues.