my special prayer to God..

This morning when I woke up
I had so much on my mind,
All these thoughts were racing around
I couldn't seem to unwind.
I said a prayer to myself
Dear God please hear me today
I don't know what to think
Yet, I have so very much to say.
Dear God I have a big problem
Its been with me for years
I cannot seem to control it
All these emmotional fears.
Dear God will anyone miss me?
Do they even know I'm here?
Does anyone really care?
Am I rambling or am I clear.
Dear God for all of my children
Who sometimes were there for me
Dear God to all of my family
Whom I seldomly ever see.
Dear God to my wonderful man
The only one who seems to know
Let him know that I love him
Even though it was hard to show.
Dear God please tell everyone
It's nobodys fault but my own
Please tell them all to forgive me
It's to hard to say on the phone.
Thank-you God for hearing me
I got alot off my chest
I think that finally now
I can get some much deserved rest.
This morning when I woke up
I prayed in my own special way
This morning when I woke up
I begged "God please take me today."

by, jackie