GoodBye dad

Never thought i would write a good bye dad.
The last thing i thought...
all i can remember about me and you..
..me being mad.
You where alone.
I never got to see you old.
you never get to see my kids.
I never get to see yours.
You dont get to see the good stuff i do.
to grow up, maybe be a dad like you.
I was the one who fixed your cars,
you where just there when i needed you.
You died alone in your car....
It was left running when they found you.
Not 2 miles from me,
not 4 hours ago,
you where just saying hello.
now i have to say goodbye
with that picture in my head.
you alone in your car dieing at a parking lot