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By the way
By the way
It was my father
Who gave me my life
And also made me
Who I am
Also I am happy
Being myself
I don't want to be
Anybody else
But me
I want also to live
Every day
For my God
Open my eyes God
So I can see you
God open my ears
So I can hear
The message that you are
Sending me
My God I will follow you
Rules
And I promise you not to
Sin
God I know that you
Died
On the cross for my sins
God I know you hold the future
Because you live

Every night when I sleep
I dream about
The field of dreams
I must say that
I just love to dream
AIso I never stop dreaming
Because dreaming is
Like breathing
I also see the field of dreams
Alive
Also, I don't have any money
To buy the field of dreams
Because I am a poor men
And I believe that it must be
Very expensive to buy
The field of dreams
Let somebody rich
Buy the field of dreams
And the field of
Dreams
Backs on to a ravine
There is already a nice house
It is a bangaloow

Don't walk out of my life
Friends
Because you are everything
I have
I don't want to be without friends
Living in Isolation
Because I can't stand being
In Isolation
Also, please friends
Don't abandon me
Because I need you
Always in my life
Also, friends don't tell me
Any lies anymore
Because I just hate friends
When you tell me lies
Also, I only want to hear
The truth coming from you
Friends
Also, friends I will always
Be around for you
All you have to do is call me
And I will arrive right away
To take care of you
Also, friends I hope
You will be there when
I am sick
Taking care of me
I also need some daily support
In my life
Can you give me that friends?
I don't think I am asking too much
What do you think?
I never understood that
You are spending some time
Alone that you made for yourself
I would love to be part of your life
Friends
I must tell you friend
The day is over
And the night is already here
Now is time for me to take
My medication
And pray to my father
Now I am going to bed
And I hope to sleep all through
The night
Yes, the night is very long
God made that way
For us to sleep
I am always up at 4 in the morning
Then I start to do
Some work my God
Friends
I turn my computer on
And I start to write some poems
For my God
All my poems have different feelings
That I wrote for my God
All my feelings come out from my heart
Friends
I don't need to do brainstorm
Because it comes automatic to me
Also, friends I love being God's poet
Now it was already 7:00 am
That my grandfather clock had chimed
And the sun came inside my house
It was beautiful to see it friends
It was very bright
It also warmed up my house
Once again
Because it was freezing last night
In my room
I had also to put double blankets on my bed
Than it felt alright again


Death arrived at my
Front door today
I was waiting for a long time
For that to arrive
I had pray
So many months ago
Telling God
I am not healthy anymore
I have bad healthy
I have bad lungs
I have to use a
Oxigen tank
It is not fun
People come and pay
Tribute to me
They leave flowers
Cards and teddy bears
For me
I been loved by
My readers

Choose life
Choose peace
Choose freedom
Choose the friends
You want in your life
Choose the right time
For you go to bed
Choose a time for you
To pray to God
Every sunrise whispers
"You're alive
You're blessed"
Coffee steam rising
Shirt half-pressed
Bus stop crowd
But my mind’s at rest
Got a pocket full of plans
And this beat in my chest
I used to chase every sign
Every omen
Now I just breathe
Let the moment open
Feet on the ground
Eyes on the sky
If this is all I get
That’s still alright
One love
One life
Let it run its course
Every heartbeat’s music
I’m the source
I see the stars dance to the rhythm I give
So I’ll keep on dreaming
Yeah
I’ll keep on living
One love
One life
Let it run its course
Every heartbeat’s music
I’m the source
Every sunset’s a promise
Of peace and rest
Phone face down
Thoughts undressed
Laugh lines growing
On my tired face
But they map out
Every miracle I chased
Hands up
Eyes closed
low vocal register I feel it flow
All that I’ve lost
Made room to grow
If tomorrow comes
Or it disappears
I’m still right here
Singing through the fear

Forgive me
Daddy
I'm not a snob
I'm just a kid who
Gets comfused
I hear what they say
It cuts like glass
They laugh
Then walk away so fast
They tell me I'm nothing
They say I'm odd
Like I'm not human at all
Dad
It hurts so much
I come home quiet
Afraid that you see me fall
Forgive me
Daddy
For disappointing you
For all the times I swore I'd
Change
Then did the same old
Things I do
Forgive me
Daddy
I know you see straight through
All of my broken little promises
I still wanna be god for you
Dad
I'm not a statue
I'm not a statue
I'm someone shaking in
My skin
Daddy
I have to change
How I talk
How I turn away
I wanna look you in the eyes
And mean it when I say
Forgive me
Daddy
One day you'll see
The promise I keep
Will be the one to be better
For you
And for me
They pull at my heart
Then call it weak
I keep the tremble tucked within
Sometimes with my friends
I Iaugh along
Pretend that I don't feel a thing
I know that you're not happy
When I slam the door
When I shut you out
I know I make it harder
To understand what I'm
Crying about

Perdoa meu pai
I am not a snob
Person that
Tells me that
I am
They are hurting
Me so badly
Pai
I don't think
My friends care
If they also hurt
My feelings
Pai
I am not a vegetable
I am somebody with
Feelings
Perdoa meu pai
For let you down
So many times
I had made lots
Of promises
But I never
Kept any
Also I know
That you are not
Happy with me
Pai
I have to change
My behavior
Towards you
Also I don't blame
You for being
Sad with me
Pai
I should be happy
That I have you in
My life
Yes pai
I am always praying for you
Every night my father
No matter how tired
I am I know that
I must pray
To you pai
Also pai
I am very happy
That I am your son
Pai
Also pai I know
That you are proud
Of me
Now the night rolled in
And the day is over
It is 9:00 pm in the evening
The sun went down
And the sunset arrived
Now the night rolled in
Now it is time for my
Bed time
I already took my meds
For the night
I never stay up past
My bad time
Because I would mess up
My sleep schedule
I know that sleep
Is also important for me
Father
You are always going
To be number 1
In my live
Also father I need you
Badly in my life
That is the whole truth
That is coming out
Of my mouth
Father don't bother calling me
A liar because that is not me
I am afraid that you are forgetting
About the person I am
I need it now
God I am a homeless
I am begging in the streets
For something to eat
I need something to eat now
I haven't eaten for days
God I need some water
I am dehydrated
God I need a
Cooler spot to sleep
I need that cooler now
Please give me
Some shelter
That have air conditioning
God I didn't had
A shower for a week
And I am starting to smell bad
God I need a shower now
I want it now

God, thank you for being healthy
For family and shelter
Because I have a purpose
in life Thank you again because it's not all rosy
And that they said they loved me, and now it's just the other way around
Otherwise I wouldn't have realized that I had to detach I
don't know why but at the moment all I'm doing is stagnating
I know I should get up and progress
But something binds me Frustrates me, I can't understand I
think it's time to stop being or look weak (To look weak)
I just want to get out with the music, not to fill the bag (Not to fill the bag)
External things won't change my inside'I
know I'm following, I don't care who's before'I've
got to discipline myself, it's not enough to make a motivational video I'm
not going to do anything for no rational
reason I'm looking around me, I don't see anything, I have a bitter taste You
can't heal something you don't recognize, that's clear
That's exactly what I'm trying to do
And stop complacent
To be even more focused
These phases I don't like I
feel like I've lost control
I have to move on to the next
level Only God is immortal

Don't forget
Pray for Our Father
Every night
In your hearts
Leave him a light
Don't forget
Pray for Our Father
He listens
He watches over
He is our guide
He hears every sigh
Every word
Even in the shadows
He sees the torch
When everything collapses
He reaches out
Praying
Is finding a way
Don't forget
Pray for Our Father
Every night
In your hearts
Leave him a light
Don't forget
Pray for Our Father
He listens
He watches over
He is our guide
I will never give up
Praying for
My Father
Every single night
Also I will go early
To bed
So I can get a good night
Sleep
I never stay up
Past my bed time
Also it is very important
That I get some sleep
If I slept only for a few ours
I would not be able to function properly
I would have bags under
My eyes
And also I would be yawning
Non stop

Give this child what she needs
Love
Give this child what she needs
Shelter
Give this child what she needs
Prayers
Give this child what she needs
Some food and water
Give this child what she needs
Good parents
Give this child what she needs
Good manors
Give this child what she needs
A smoke free home
Give this child what she needs
Peace and happiness
Give this child what she needs
To know God
Give this child what she needs
Your guidance
Give this child what she needs
Clothes
Give this child what she needs
Your support
Give this child what she needs
Some family time
Give this child what she needs
A nice bath every day
Give this child what she needs
Some discipline
Give this child what she needs
A warm bed to sleep on

Paul
Come to me now
It is time for us
To climb the stairway to heaven
It will take us all the way to heaven
When we get there
Our father will open the door
And he will let us
In heaven
I will cure you for ounce for wall
Because I will put an end
To your sickness
Paul
All you have to do now
Is change into your cotton gown
Then you can go and rest in your
Brass bed
All night
Don’t worry about tomorrow
Paul
Because I will wake you up
Early in the morning
Paul
AIso tomorrow we will work together
In my vegetable garden
We will clean up the vegetable garden
We will remove the weeds
That takes a long time todo
We have all day to do that
Then we will plant the vegetable seeds
That will grow into vegetables
Then when it is ready for pick up
We will give it
To our servants
To cook for us
And we will eat the vegetables for dinner
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