you mean so much to me, boy. you're so much different then i remember. you're not as childish. we've been forced to grow up and face things no teenagers should have to. but boy, im gonna be with you every step of the way, you're one of my best friends and i love you. you're so strong! you are an amazing person and you are like a brother to me, you may not care about me as much as i care about you, but the other day you put your arms around me for no reason. it felt right! |
so i havent been on here since it got blocked from the school lappys and i dont know if anyone goes on here anymore but i need a place to get it all out. SO. lately ive been so happy. like you couldnt get the smile off my face. people actually asked me why i was hapy followed by 'whats going on? you're never happy.' that made me feel s*** :/ so one day, monday i was genuinely happy the next day i put on a fake smile. truth? no one knew the difference. |
Hey, you were awesome at the Show yesterday =] Defying Gravity was soooo cool =] |
MY FAMILY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE! not kidding. i hate having to give up things for my brother. (why do i have to be the one always f***ing giving things up?!) and getting the blame for everything! (i didnt break the f***ing laptop so stop f***ing blaming me!) how about yous just f*** OFF altogether? thanks! i have a weight in my heart and i cant get rid of it. and theres this guy...and i just need to talk about it soon! dont comment on this. if you wanted to talk youd just email. |
ok so we all have our occassional bitch, right? what if you thought that person was your best friend, and they go and bitch to another one of your best friends, their girlfriend, about you and hopes you won't find out? well guess what, you guys broke up! and she showed me those messages and yeah it really f***ing hurt and i cried alright, i did! so congrats. |