I'll never know why my Father really hated me but I know he hated me with a passion. Instead of dealing with all his own mistakes he piled them up on my back and always took them out on him. He was not a happy man he said this was all my fault. He had no friends he said this was all my fault. He was not a rich man he said this was all my fault. He treated my Mom like dirt. My brother shares many of his same characteristics. I am a man hidden in the closet because I'm too afraid to come out to my family. My family is racist and very backward thinking. Will I be alone all my life? I probably will be. Maybe it's best this bloodline ceases to exist. I am gay. I have epilepsy. I am the family freak. |