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You have the brain and I don't. You are popular and I'm not. You are funny and I'm the contrary. You've got a lot of friends and I've only got less. But, none of those hampered my need to feel such an attraction to you. I liked you then and never has it changes by now. You are always the air that I breathe. The song I sing. The thought I think. The water I drink. And the blood my heart pumps. You and only you.
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Anyway, since I have already considered this as my diary though privacy is never an option, I think it's better to express how I felt when I saw him yesterday (Nov. 27, 2014). It's hard to admit, but I think I made the wrong decision of running away from him. I don't know if should I blame my reflexes for this kind of dumbass action or should I point it to him because he always makes me act like a savage; I usually forgot my manners whenever I see him. I hate it that I like him so much I can't even remember my name. I can't even get a grip of the now. I'm stupid and ridiculous. I'm stupid for being ridiculous and I'm ridiculous for being stupid. I hate that.
I think I'm going to have a bad hair day. Why? It's because I feel tired, extremely exhausted, and I don't know where to go since I don't have a class today. It's hard to get bored, but it's much harder how to pull off yourself from this kind of stupid situation. I hate twidling my thumbs. I want to get myself busy. Perhaps, the reason why I've written this I-don't-know-what-to-call-it message because I actually have found something I could solve my problem with; which is, in the first place, seems to be never a problem. Crap. I hope something might happen later that could shift my mood. I'm looking forward to it. :)
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