I wish I had a time machine... I would visit the accident in August 2013. I was going to ride a bike, smiling the time I left the door was 15 minutes before I forgot everthing. unconscious down the driveway path my body lay my bones in half clavicle ribs spinal head I was staring at the sun though my conscious mind saw nothing was told how much I bled I have suffered pain for 40 years all different types all different gears slow and painful, emotional depths fast and relentlessly unforgiving physical statistical triumphs near deaths I hardly recognize me now yet. I'd surprise me if I was not broke in some way somehow Some were meant to suffer I was meant for the most I had and have so much to live for I suppose and goals that all my life to accomplish as I always boast I will probably suffer to the very potential I might even complain as the time goes by mind insane and yet awards will come I'm sure when the epitaph is written it will say who hasn't suffered hasn't lived and yet this life is the life as I feel angst invalid Have I done more for the life I endure she who has lived will suffer more than I will hope to not be forgotten under the cover of pine and cotton so my life has been a trial and mess. I am broken. So if I ever come to my death it will be of natural causes because everthing to date has been unnatural I am not even sure I am real thank you for the best story ever. I don't think I can tell. |
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I am a happy Jaimesen today! It all started when my favorite eyeglasses broke, and as I am legally blind (which means if I run into something, I do not get ticketed..in example..the wall!) so I thought I would never get a pair so "me" again. Now I know this is all very exciting.,.so to end this rather fascinating news, I only had 3 frames to choose from.. and alas, DANG. They are SPECtacular! spec-tacocular? OH... Happy eyes. welp that my happening! All the better to see you with! cheers you cupcakes! Jaimesen |