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I wish I had a time machine... I would visit the accident in August 2013.
I was going to ride a bike, smiling
the time I left the door
was 15 minutes before I forgot everthing.
unconscious
down the driveway path
my body lay
my bones in half
clavicle
ribs
spinal
head
I was staring at the sun
though my conscious mind saw nothing
was told how much I bled
I have suffered pain for 40 years
all different types
all different gears
slow and painful, emotional depths
fast and relentlessly unforgiving physical statistical triumphs
near deaths
I hardly recognize me now
yet. I'd surprise me if I was not broke in some way somehow
Some were meant to suffer
I was meant for the most
I had and have so much to live for
I suppose
and goals that all my life to accomplish
as I always boast
I will probably suffer to the very potential I might even complain
as the time goes by
mind insane
and yet awards will come I'm sure
when the epitaph is written
it will say who hasn't suffered
hasn't lived
and yet this life is the life as I feel angst
invalid
Have I done more for the life I endure
she who has lived will suffer more
than I will hope to not be forgotten
under the cover of pine and cotton
so my life has been a trial and mess.
I am broken. So if I ever come to my death
it will be of natural causes
because everthing to date has been unnatural
I am not even sure I am real
thank you for the best story ever.
I don't think I can tell.
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Can one ever say of their own works...THAT says it all.
I am a happy Jaimesen today! It all started when my favorite eyeglasses broke, and as I am legally blind (which means if I run into something, I do not get ticketed..in example..the wall!) so I thought I would never get a pair so "me" again. Now I know this is all very exciting.,.so to end this rather fascinating news, I only had 3 frames to choose from.. and alas, DANG. They are SPECtacular! spec-tacocular? OH... Happy eyes. welp that my happening! All the better to see you with! cheers you cupcakes!

Jaimesen
love you love you love you! Happy Valentines Day

once a upon a time.. in a land far far away.. and that's just since this morning..

Hey Day Birds. I love the title "midnight scribbles" Brooke! very doodlebug of you! I was up here drinking stale coffee and letting my brain leak!

Cheers!

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