This is my first blog entry. I decided to try entering my thoughts on an online journal. I guess my first entry should be on how I reached this decision. I saw in the latest (well a couple of weeks ago) contests letter a piece about blogging. I checked out the blogs portion of the site and I was impressed. So many people sharing the intimate details of their lifes. I want to do my part. This may not be the best blog entry, I know. But, I want to learn how to express myself better. I also want more people to get to know me on the site. Today I plan on watching college football and reading during the commercials with the mute button on :). I may check some more of my e-mails and read some more online stories and try and comment on them. I try reviewing everything i read. I admit sometimes I read something and dont review it. Other times I am afraid I write a pretty crappy review. But noone has commented so far. Well I will go for now. |
What do you do when you inhabit a cold and loveless universe? I ask myself every day because that is what this world is, cold and loveless. God either doesn't exist or doesn't care. Every day events prove that. There is no love, no compassion, warmth or anything just people sterile, cold and loveless. The only thing I can think of is create... create worlds where love does exist....in my head...and so that's what I do. I write stories where love exists and is real where there are actually happy endings... where a God actually cares. I do the same in real life.... i create scenarios in my head where people actually care about me... where I'm actually loved.... and I do the same to the people I care about. None of it is real.... none of it matters.... because in the end of the day... God is not real nor does He care if he was.... but it's all I know to do... |
I started back in the gym this weekend. I went Saturday and this morning at 2:`15. I plan on going 3 days a week. So far... so good. It only took an hour or so and it's not too far from my house. I also plan on walking 10K steps per day. Hopefully I can keep this up. |